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The End’s Beginning…

  Hi, guys I guess you all already have read my death note (if you didn’t check out the previous post go read it now). Though I didn’t die, my note got exposed and now I am telling the whole journey of how my situation reached that death note. Hi, I’m Rahul , and this is my story. It was my 7th day in the hospital. The morning was, as usual, the sun rays were penetrating through the thick and soundproof glass panes of the ICU. Thanks to my dad’s money, I got to sleep in a super-deluxe ICU room. It was peaceful there until a nurse opened the door and slammed it back. I thought she was very angry with the hospital management for calling her so early, no doubt any human that too a lady not be pissed off for going to work at 6:30 in the morning. I knew why she was here, from the last seven days she’s been the one who did my morning routine check-up. Let me tell you guys it doesn’t matter how good and expensive the hospital you’re admitted to, the food sucks, and the vibe sucks. The on...

The Last One

Dear me, I never talked to you (myself) much (for that I can't explain how sorry I am), yet I don't know why I'm terrified of the fact that it's going to be our last conversation from this body to this soul. It's painful that this body will burn down in ashes and all that will be left is a remembrance in people's thoughts and that again will only be there for a few days, months, or a few years for someone. I'm amazed living so much of life, seeing so many aspects yet at this moment I feel like, this one life is not enough and why is it not enough? Why do I have to end it? And then some thoughts like I need to relive my childhood, I need to make a few fewer mistakes in my next life. Because I have done so many mistakes now even though I tried getting everyone's forgiveness, I failed drastically. Dear Maa Papa, you guys are the best parent in existence. You've given me so much that even if I try getting all of your blessings and teachings into this dea...